sometimes...

sometimes you just wish people would leave you alone, but at the same time, the quietness around you, just seems too much for you to handle because it feels like the silence surrounding you is trying to consume you and although you want to be left alone, you know that once you are alone you'd want to break that silence so you make sure there is always someone around you, and although the noise is driving you insane you take it, because the silence scares you.